Friday, April 24, 2009

You Know What!!!

I think it's about time that i stepped back and weeded out my real friends from the fake ones. I've always been so nice to everyone, but they continue to be rude and ass holes. I just can't bear to be the inconsiderate and rude friend, but I think it's about that time to become one, to those that I think aren't really there for me. (just a few thoughts

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

THIS IS WHAT I LOVE!!!


Only sports I had ever done in high school was running sports. I ran track for 4 years. I tried volleyball, but it wasn't for me so i moved on to cross country lol. I love it so much because it calms me. I don't run for fun, I run for relaxation and for stress release (softball is for fun... anything on diamond is fun for me lol). I feel like I'm in my own world. When I run, I can't hear anything or see anything. Nothing can distract me. No one can be rude to me, be unappreciative, no one can make me feel bad about anything. Everything I've been going through at that time is lifted off my shoulders. It helps me express my feelings without tears. I'm a complex girl and I go through a lot and keep it hidden. Running keeps me from cracking under pressure and it keeps me from blowing up from all my pent up frustrations. It soothes me and makes me happy... no matter how much it hurts lol. Running keeps me together. It keeps me as the happy, goofy, energetic Erin that everyone sees. As long as I continue to run, I'll always stay happy on the outside, no mater what I feel on the inside.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I Just Love When Black People Get Together on Campus


















It's great to have events on campus where all the black people and other minorities of course can just get together and have fun. 

It is what it is

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

This Always Makes Me Feel Better

These Bitches


Dude, why is it that when girls feel competition with other girls they come at them sideways. Bitches, I can't help the fact that I'm on a predominantly white campus. I'm gone be friends with all the black people, regardless of if they're an athlete or not. You can call me a groupie or a jersey chaser all you want because I know what I am... I'm the homegirl/friend, so ya'll need to get that shit straight. Just because the nig** you want to fuck with happens to be my homeboy and would prefer to chill and hang out with me on just a friend status, rather than fuck wit yall, don't get mad at me. Thats not my problem. Ya'll can have them nig**s cuz i don't want them. Just because i'm invited to all the parties and bbq's and dinners and all that shit don't get mad at me. Just because they come to yall house and fuck and yall and then leave thats not my problem. Every black person on this campus is my homegirl or homeboy, regardless if they are a regular student or an athlete. I'm gone be around bitches, regardless of what you think of me so you betta get used to it. Yall can suck and fuck these nig**s all yall want because thats all yall good for and thats all they want you for.... I know cuz they told me!!!! Stop comin at me and any of my friends like ya'll really wanna do somethin. Yall saw me face to face and didnt do shit, so you can quit with the childish ass games cuz I don't have time for them.